Saturday, 19 June 2010

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    Love On The Inside [Deluxe Fan Edition]
    By Sugarland
    It Happens :) Ironic!!!
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    I'm just a bit miffed

          When things don't go my way, I get anxious. I really get that shortness of breath and that down feeling. Like right now. I want to Log into a game and it really isn't going to let me. I have to just accept that fact. But, I do not want to. I would rather kick and scream till I get my way. I'm not doing that, but the fact remains that is what I wish to do. If i did that, then I would look like a child. If I let the fact that something is not going my way change me into a screaming, yelling, cussing idiot, then I believe that thing, what ever it might be, wins.

         Then I have turned what matters most to me into something silly and superficial. Because if I though a fit, then I am showing that I care more about that object then I really do myself. So, I sit here and take a deep breath. I let the calming go into my body and out with my breath. Calm in, stupidness out. Expelling it as it were.

         This silly post is cause, I can't do what I want :)! And, I really want to get over it!!! So, I'm over it and, now i'm going to go on with my evening cause it really was an amazing evening till this point :)!

    bearmood_angry

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